August 21, 2012

meditation - work in progress #1


18x36", acrylic on canvas

August 16, 2012

when every part of you wants to turn around


8x8", acrylic on cradled wood panel



August 14, 2012

blueberries


6x6" acrylic on linen


 

August 09, 2012

blueberries - work in progress


6x6", acrylic on linen

no berries...yet.  :-)  

August 08, 2012

recalibration


6x6", acrylic on cradled wood panel

sold

i'm in transition.  the old routes feel limiting, but the new ones don't exist yet.  experimentation with looseness feels like i don't care.  tightness feels (and appears to me) like tightness.  someone said to me "your paintings seem lighter lately" and i thought to myself yes, if lighter equals shallow...the real deal is festering, glowing, surfacing, but i haven't been able to get a real glimpse of it yet.

so i paint.  at least it isn't paralyzing me, which has happened before.  this time it's as if i need to push through it - show up, as they say, and just move the brush.  exercise.  no weighty commitment in every piece, no analysis of "is it done?".  just paint...and wait for the water to clear.


thanks for coming along for the ride.

August 07, 2012

checked out again


6x8" acrylic on cradled wood panel






August 05, 2012

the crash


6x8", acrylic on wood panel

sold


August 01, 2012

waterlily study


4x6", mixed media on paper

 nfs

July 17, 2012

faith



6x8", oil on cradled wood panel

sold


July 16, 2012

checked out


6x6", acrylic on cradled wood panel

sold


for me, this is the quintessential i-am-currently-unavailable-please-leave-a-message painting. i often consult the water in front of me for realignment, but given the opportunity to look up and see a palm tree swaying, light taking over, and the breeze drowning out everything else, is a true vision of feeling, well...checked out.

July 11, 2012

forest for the trees



6x8", acrylic on cradled wood panel

sold


June 28, 2012

looking across to lanai


6x8", oil on cradled wood panel

sold



June 26, 2012

flying solo


6x6", acrylic on cradled wood panel

sold

walking along kaanapali beach, i almost stepped on this little cluster that must have been deposited by a rogue wave. it was in perfect condition and thriving, seemingly oblivious to the fact that it was somewhat out of place. 

May 29, 2012

the outcast


8x10", acrylic on wood panel

nfs


a friend took a photo of this little guy a few years ago as he peered down at her camping group out in the wilderness. i've always loved raccoons and find it interesting how they are so curious, beautiful, and manage to live among us even in cities. it seems odd to me that most of us have a sense of fear and know virtually nothing about them other than that they seem to want our food scraps. i'm pretty sure they know us better.

May 22, 2012

the rumination effect


30x40", acrylic on canvas

sold

May 13, 2012

nanosecond, kaanapali-time


36x48", acrylic on canvas

sold


water never looks the same way twice. influenced by temperature, wind, light, and the mysteries under the surface, i think as an artist that it's elusiveness is what always appeals to me. that i am never to know all it’s secrets, unable to slow it down to where i can take in every detail of what makes up a scene in front of me without losing something integral, leaves me with a sense of painting a puzzle piece. it may look correct, but it has no sound, and it does not move. our memory and our imagination must fill in to ever complete the scene again.

fire within


24x48", acrylic on canvas

sold


the way you make me feel


36x48", oil on canvas

sold

some would just call her stubborn


20x30", acrylic on canvas

sold

this was painted for cheryl, my (our) hero ... and for those who stand in barren landscapes, risking vulnerability for the chance of a deeper breath.  

flow


24x30", acrylic on canvas

sold

when you’re out there – one rotation into the next, the wind rushing past your ears, the ground running under you, no walls or motors or computers or distractions but air and space around you…when you feel like you’re observing but belong - there is no explanation required anymore for doing what you’re doing.

a friend explained to me one day the concept of "flow”.  it’s about being so absorbed in the present that time and negative emotions somehow evaporate and there is an exhilarating feeling of transcendence.  it’s a mindfulness that occurs when the challenge of activity matches skill level.  Csikszentmihalyi wrote in 1990 that when flow is achieved, “...typically people feel strong, alert, in effortless control, unselfconscious and at the peak of their abilities.” 

being a cycling enthusiast myself, i wanted to describe flow in this painting.  i wanted to show the limitless sky, the richness of landscape spreading out around the rider, the imperfect but unending road ahead, and that what is behind him no longer matters.  i wanted there to be a point to this ride; that being on the ride is the point.  maybe there’s a terrifying hill up ahead, or maybe one was just conquered – it’s irrelevant – it’s right now, this moment, that is the gift.

clarity 2


24x48", acrylic on canvas

sold

May 12, 2012

get lost


24x48", acrylic on canvas

sold

somewhere out there


36x36", acrylic on canvas

sold

one tree


24x48, acrylic on canvas

sold

no thru road


10x24", acrylic on canvas

sold

searching for clarity


36x48", acrylic on canvas

sold